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Psych ward logs - friday the 13th
It's my fourth day in the psych ward. I'm truly not doing my best at the moment. It feels like I'm writing into a void, which is comforting and painful at the same time. I wish to be home, to be hugged, but I'm here. And I know this is for the best. I have mentioned my stay should most likely be extended, I am only now starting to proces everything and I cannot get myself to be stable before tuesday. Leaving on tuesday is not a good idea, not at all. I'm here to get better, and currently I haven't gotten to that yet. I knew this was not going to be fun, of course not, but acting like I'm fine will only get me back here and probably not willingly next time. I need to act rational, even when I don't feel sane.
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